Microplastics won’t let me live or let me die, we are all trapped here with my bullshit.

Ah yes, the bad ending.

Me after eating three slices of lemon bread instead my usual one piece.

My Nicole checklist.

This image is the closest I’ve seen to an answer to that question. My aims aren’t so lofty. My goal this spring summer fall is to find supplemental food that can be expanded as needed depending on how things go. So I’m starting out with spinach, potatoes, and lentils if they are simple enough. In addition to that I’m trying to find a couple multi use herbs for some basic treatments and seasoning … Found This book list that may have a decent book on that.

I’m learning to subsistence farm, so I’m not arguing.

(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ …. They have a lot of these in voyager lol.

A fun game I’ve been playing here and there is to say: “Nicole would have did X for me.” Her eyes glow with the rage of a thousand suns. Fun in limited quantities do not recommend for prolonged time due to literal marriages falling apart over dumb jokes.

Nothing takes away opportunities like poverty. Participation proceeds most friendships and if you can’t afford that step, that makes you lose all kinds of networking chances which can make or break the doorway to more opportunities. Not saying there aren’t exceptions but this realization is fresh on my mind and had to semi vent.

Rare humanity win.

The last two job experiences I had were a week ago, which I averaged 6.60 an hour and the other employees stole the best tips at the first job. Left that job for the second job that didn’t tell me till day one I’d be replacing a guy who didn’t do his job properly because his brain damage from a car wreck … so I quit that job too because it ment I’d take that guys only source of income. I’m in a limbo of hellish jobs, ask me how I do it at my next ted talk.